Missing my busy days.. =(

Hi..

Maybe some of u know that I used to spend my days with a lot of activities,
especially when I was a high school student.. =)

I still can remember how tired I was..
When I was in the first grade of high school..
I'd been the third secretary in OSIS (Organisasi Siswa Intra Sekolah - Intra-school Student Organisation) for a year..
In the same time, I was the leader of MUDIKA (Catholic Youth Association) too, although I didn't do much things here, now I think I was useless.. :(
Then, in the second grade I'd been the main secretary in OSIS, and..
I had to study in the 'extra-ordinary' class, which mean I must study 'till 4.30 on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.. To be honest, I attended this class by accident, because at first, I didn't want to study in this class..

During that period, I was really really really extremely tired,
sometimes I only spend 4-5 hours for sleeping..
you can Imagine,
in one day.. I had to study from morning to afternoon, sometimes I had to attend OSIS-meeting, did some official jobs in OSIS room, and did my homework as well..
I couldn't count how many times I cried because I didn't get used to it.. T__T

After I left OSIS in the third grade, I thought I would have more leisure time,
but.. In contrast, I had to face the fact that in the last year of my high school, I had to study harder for the National Final Examination (although I didn't study hard, wakakakakak).. Beside that, I had to prepare the practical exams, such as aerobic, traditional dance, making a script, laboratory practice (since I was in the science class), and so on..

Actually, I really wanted to pass those days quickly and led a 'more-relaxed' life..
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Now I realized something :)
I truly enjoyed those days..
I enjoyed the challenge to finish my homework and did my best on it..
I enjoyed the challenge to do the official jobs well..
I enjoyed skipping the lesson to attend OSIS-meeting :p
I enjoyed having lunch together in the classroom, with the same lunch box, and same meal of course..
I enjoyed doing our team-work together..
I enjoyed to find a little bit time hanging out with my friends (especially on the weekend)..
I enjoyed bringing my homework to the beach on Sunday..
I enjoyed to tell everything happened at school to my parents while we were having dinner (I remember that I can tell every story in a high speed, my brother even said that my story-telling abillity was good, my speed was faster than a high-speed train, hahahaha)..
I enjoyed to do my work in hurry, because I wanted to go to the Church for choir-practice..
I enjoyed playing my electric keyboard, found some music scores, and relaxed my mind..
I enjoyed sitting in front of my computer to do my homework, OSIS-work, and check my facebook when I got bored.. hahahahaha..
I enjoyed getting up early every morning, and went to bed very late every night..
I enjoyed sleeping soundly after those tiring activities..
I enjoyed everthing I've done..
I realized that I spent my time effectively..
=)

I said I didn't like that kind of life, but I love it unconsciously..
^^

Now I always have a lot of spare time (like what I wanted before, hahaha),
but I don't get used to it.. I prefer my 'busy days'.. I miss my 'busy days'..
I often wonder "what am I going to do..?"
I think this is the way Jesus Christ telling me how precious the life I have had..
=)
and I believe He wants me to realize that He always gives me the best.. =)

So..
ENJOY YOUR DAYS guys..!!!
@(n_n)@


- Angelica Lie -